Without question there have been certain paradigms in my life that recently, over the past several months, have started to change. I feel like for the first time since perhaps college I have been pursuing Jesus on a daily basis. Even after a few weeks I have noticed that the sin in my life that I had grown accustomed to I am beginning to feel conviction for. I'm a long way from where I want to go but I'm at least pointed in the right direction.
I've finally given over to Jesus my desire to have a family. For those of you who don't know me well enough...my number one goal in life for as long as I can recall has been to one day get married and have a family of my own. (for clarification I don't think that is a bad thing to want.) This has been an idol I've put before everything else. It's what my life has been about. It's what I've been moving towards. It has been my life plan. And now, after finally feeling like I've given that idol to Jesus I am considering what my life goal is now. What now, ultimately, will I be moving towards and planning for my life? I don't know, but it's exciting to think of a future not dictated by any restraints.
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